Got tagged by Heather to do this. It killed some boredom.

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: lnr
TWO - Which of your online friends do you talk to the most?: Sadly,Kieran...
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 21 or 7.
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Yellow
SIX - Favorite candy?: Flake or Timeouts.
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: I will NEVER smoke.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Not really.
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Once, and it was LINDSEY LOHAN, WTF!?
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Art
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: Nope.
TWELVE - How do you make money?: I mooch of the government and tax payers, lololol.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: Mara, even if she doesn't think so.
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: Crap- I mean, Kepnock.
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Depends who I'm with.
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Lonely.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: The new black heels I got.
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: Florida/Berlin/Tokyo
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Studying for finals.
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: Yes.

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: "I have a nice life, wtf am I complaining about?"
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: This meme.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Been online when I wasn't supposed to be...
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: Sometimes.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: Mara.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Sorta.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: The way I get treated.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: YES D8
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: A whopping huge motherfucking one.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yea.
Can you dance?: Depends what you call dancing.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Never tried.
Can you whistle?: Yes.
Can you wiggle your ears?: Yes.
Can you wiggle your nose?: Kinda sorta.
Can you roll your tongue?: Yep.
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: Yes.

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?: Swear, threaten people, self-harm, break things.
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: Slammed somebody against the wall and threatened to snap them... my poor brother. I've punched people too.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Plenty of times.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Chyeah.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes.
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: Yep.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes.
Ever cried over the same sex?: Yepp.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Haven't done that for years.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes.
Do certain movies make you cry?: Yes. One I watched a few hours ago did.

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: It looks like it, doesn't it?
What makes you the happiest?: My dog.
Does being with your friends make you happy?: Most of the time.
Do you believe in yourself?: Not usually, no.
Do you wish you were happier?: All the fucking time.
Can music make you happy?: Only a very select few songs.

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Lost count.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: I can say, honest to God, I have.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you’?: Yeah, but I don't know if I believe them.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: *reads back over previous answers* Take a wild guess.
Do you think you're good looking?: Some days.
Do you wish you could be someone else?: A lot of the time, yeah...

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Brown, but it keeps getting lighter and lighter.
Current piercings?: Ears pierced, want more...
Have any tattoos?: Nope, but I do. My body is the greatest tool I will ever own, and I'd love to art it up.
Straight hair or curly?: Straight.

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: My "Chocolate makes my clothes shrink!" shirt.
Necklace(s)?: None.
Shoes?: No shoes.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: Of course.
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: Came close.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: Never.
Laughed so hard you cried?: Yes.
Got in a fight with someone?: All the time.

THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: My mother.
Person you talked to online?: Kieran.
Person you hugged?: My little sister.

RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: I suppose.
Do you get along with your parents?: Most of the time.
Do you have mental breakdowns?: All the time. I am emotionally unstable... Tomorrow I go see the doctor to get referred to someone who can help.

CURRENT:
Current mood: Defeated, lonely - generally emo.
Current music: Fukken Uber Death Party by Hanzel Und Gretyl and damn that girl sounds like a guy, lulz.
Current hair style: Straight and hippy-like.
Current windows open: Firefox, iTunes, MSN.
Current desktop picture: A photo of some "Why so serious? 8)" graffiti.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: Yep.
Did you ever run away from home?: Yes.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: No. Talk about Dr. Death.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: Yes.

THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: Yes, not too well though.
Do you like roller coasters?: Never been on one.
Do you own a bike?: I used to.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: I've eaten spiders, what will you throw at me?

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yeah, I live right near the beach too.
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yup, black too.

THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 152cm? I dunno, maybe a little taller.
How much money do you have on you right now?: $0 and 20 cents.


THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: Lucy.
Last thing someone said to you irl?: Fine, go have a frog then.
Last thing you said out loud?: Chocolate helps with depression.

THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: It switched from hardcore Hanzel Und Gretyl to old, old, ooooold Kyu Sakamoto signing Sukiyaki (I Look up When I Walk).
What is the weather outside?: Dark. I wish it would storm.
What radio station do you listen to?: Don't really listen to the radio and when I do, I don't pay attention to which station.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Does KFC count?
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Milk.
What was the last movie you watched?: My Dog Skip *tear*

I tag:
Anyone who wants to do it.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? (When you can answer this, tell me the answer.)

What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid) you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you, most of all I CARE about friend.

Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this journal and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.

I care about YOU!!